Six Months Later

March 11th will mark six months since that horrid day, and a little over one month until my due date.

This realization has made me more edgy, more emotional than I’d like to be lately. I long with all my being to hold our child in my arms next month but know that it will never be possible in this lifetime. And it breaks my heart all over again.

To be honest, I don’t know how I’ll be as April 22nd approaches.

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2 thoughts on “Six Months Later

  1. Rebekah says:

    Yesterday was the ninth anniversary since our miscarriage. I have been depressed and at times a crying mess. This is a hard time of year for me anyway for several reasons, but this is definitely one of them. I didn’t write about it. There are some things in a mother’s soul that cannot be expressed even in words. Peace be with your heart and you mourn the loss of your dear child. One day we shall see. One day very soon…

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